crystalMk666333

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  • Apr 18
  • Australia
  • Deviant for 14 years
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My Bio
I am and interesting and unique individual who likes all the odd stuff others dont. I like poetry, photography, emotional art as well as fractal.
I'm a tomboy/emo/punk it all depends on the day.

Current Residence: Townsville
Favourite genre of music: too many to pick from
Favourite style of art: intricate patterns and dark drawings
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: BASE digital video mp3
Shell of choice: Black
Wallpaper of choice: ---
Skin of choice: ---
Favourite cartoon character: dont watch cartoons
Personal Quote: I dont suffer from insanity i enjoy every moment of it

Favourite Visual Artist
dont have one yet
Favourite Movies
Queen of the damned
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
nightwish and within temptation
Favourite Writers
Nyssa Markson
Favourite Games
Kingdom hearts
Favourite Gaming Platform
gameboy
Tools of the Trade
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Other Interests
Art, Poetry, Music, Vampires

i miss you

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i miss my baby boys.cant imagine how much it hurts me to not know what you look like any more. i dont even know your favourite colour. i talk to you and i dont know what to say and i have so many questions and so little time i havent even met the two of you boys yet and i know it will hurt me more if i do. i feel so bad but its not my fault i only hope you grow up knowing that i tried to be there for you and that i love you very very much. i hope i will still be here for you when you need me but now i cannot be too sure. things are just too much and i am thinking of giving up. if worse comes to worse i hope you will know me only as some on
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life update

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well it seems god hates me and i am doomed to be alone for ever. i have twonew twin brothers which is making my life harder. i'm depressed again and focusing on suicide related material such as poems and music also videos. anything to make my self cry, tho makes things harder when it comes to wanting to self harm but not be able to i miss going out  and drowning my problems with vodka (<3 vodka
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I'm sitting here crying and trying to decide to act on the strongest thoughts of suicide i have had in a long long time. about t6o go research what death by od is like. just so fucking over everything its like i have no place in this life or any reason to be here bout to go try find my grandparrents wine bottles and then we will see what happens. just wish i had a friend to hold me and be with me i dont want to die alone
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This is very late post indeed, but if anyone does read this, my friend here is no longer with us, she passed on a few months ago